So here we are in 2026. What does this year got in store? Well, I'm hoping to at least finish off the school year more confident than I was at the beginning. But that isn't what this year truly means to me...
2026 is ten years since 2016. That year had more change on my life than I think I truly noticed. It took me all these years to realize it in a lot of ways. It will be a ten year anniversary of my medical condition. 10 years since I was diagnosed and discovered I had something that not many others had even heard of. It was in those first few months that I began to live my life differently to make up for what I was going to be missing in ways. Ten years is a big number with an illness I never thought I'd have let alone need to live with, but then again, I can't even remember most of my years without it. To the good and the bad of my illness, let this year be the easiest (most healthy I hope) yet.
It is also been ten years since my first relationship which altered a lot of my life today. Though it took me years to realize how, and work through a lot of new found boundaries and trust issues, I finally feel a bit more at peace with it. I cannot change what happened to me, but that doesn't mean I have to stand in silence or let it still have such a big hold on my life. This year, I want to finally breathe. I want to be able to breathe without worry or have those memories come floating back. I want to be able to sleep without fear of yet another night of night terrors and insomnia. So 2026, is going to be more about me. And the life I pledge to live.
More about me and what I want. Maybe push my writing career further. Focus more on my goals and confidence level. To believe in myself and know that my life is exactly how it should be, in this present moment.
To more words and blog posts in the new year... Starting with post #30 following this one!
2026, be good (please).
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